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All the little turtles eventually become big serious magicians. But I gather a preliminary stage is a schizo-like paranoia. At least that was the case with me and I noticed with some other people too. What it was like in your case if you don't mind sharing?
In my case it was waking up at 3 am scared shitless of nothing in particular, waiting till 4 to get back to sleep. Weird dreams, near-dream hallucinations (just before or just after waking up). Seeing "relevant" stuff everywhere. The general feeling of unease as if all hell was about to break lose any time. Didn't last long, maybe a month from the proper opening and would have small comebacks over the course of a year or so.
In my case it was waking up at 3 am scared shitless of nothing in particular, waiting till 4 to get back to sleep. Weird dreams, near-dream hallucinations (just before or just after waking up). Seeing "relevant" stuff everywhere. The general feeling of unease as if all hell was about to break lose any time. Didn't last long, maybe a month from the proper opening and would have small comebacks over the course of a year or so.