I think you have got it. If it cannot be repurposed, then it must go.
The 'Christian' Egregore phenomenon is deadly, stifles growth and is generally unpleasant, but it is quite capable of dumping large amounts of 'happy' should you ever go back to it. I dare say it did actually help at times, but only on its own terms to feed and gain more power.
About two years ago or so ago, everyone was down about some kind of cough or the other, and many where questioning 'Jesus' at the time. So not long after, the religious Egregores made there rounds again and cashed in on the affair, using it as an opportunity to bring back some disciples, with, what is after all, an insidious form of mind control.
I refused the 'offer', it was tough but I did it. It was dead set on getting me away from 'the occult', in other words, away from healing myself.
It did however, successfully manage to reconnect to my mother and stepfather, who went back to their folly after the crisis.
This makes any sort of interaction difficult, if not impossible, it is likely all based around silent disapproval and holding the tongue.
Do I really have to search online again for years to find yet another Shaman, Or can I just tell it to fuck off?
Have been doing so recently to disengage from it. Being respectful does not seem to work, so I must conclude it has no respect for me, therefore it is an enemy.
I set my will against it, it is time for it to go.
If there is anyone skilled and pure enough, I would like to get his done.