Journal Journal: Stupid stuff

[kidbuu]

I’ve read a book on Sigil Magic by Frater U D. I learned about the death posture to get into a trance state. (I never finished the book because it was on my previous phone which either got lost or stolen, man I really miss my old phone because of the pictures inside it with a lot of good memories and every password for my emails.) So as I was walking I decided to hold my breath, it was a hot day and I learned that if you walk while holding your breath for so long your legs start giving up on you and you almost piss yourself.

Something new I also learned: Lust for desire is always accompanied by fear of failure.