I suppose when I introduced myself, I promised to share some results. Up front, I'm a novice and this is entirely shit I made up as I was going along, so please don't roast me too hard for this.
Upfront, I will recommend against repeating what I did unless you modify some things.
The basic idea was to summon a servitour, though provide a lamp for it to live in. That way it's easy to feed it with a candle flame. I made a sigil for the entity and inscribed it on the lantern. For travel purposes I made an amulet with the same sigil inscribed, which I'd wear throughout the day but would hang on the lantern when lighting it.
I deliberately didn't dedicate it to any famous deity, and used cheap materials. I also didn't employ any safety systems, bind the spirit in any way, not even name it. I wanted to summon a spirit that had similar goals to my own and didn't want to force anything.
Communication with the spirit was limited to vague feelings. I am a novice.
Anyway, what I asked the entity to do was stop other people from wasting my time, as well as occasionally help with some problems.
The results were I got a spirit that had violent tendencies and tried to possess me a few times. With regards to stopping people from wasting my time, it performed that well. In terms of various 'wishes' - it started off kind of like a Monkey's Paw (I'd wish for a day off - it would arrange an accident that would hurt people I don't care about that would cause my company to shut down for the day.) but then it wouldn't even be that where I'd ask for things and the spirit would just do whatever (I'd ask for a friend with legal troubles to get out of jail early - there was a sudden storm that postponed his trial and kept him in jail a week longer - but the spirit arranged a surprise job interview for me.) Throughout the entire relationship I could feel the spirit pushing me into becoming more selfish, if not psychopathic.
Ultimately it eventually stopped being useful. The spirit was doing whatever it wanted and I wasn't really getting much out of the deal while putting myself at possession risk. I ended up cutting it off, dousing the materials in holy water, and disposing of them. (I do miss the 'do not let idiots waste my time' part of it.)
The question I have is a simple delusion check. I made this ritual up out of whole cloth. Does this sound like typical results for a novice trying chaos magick?
Upfront, I will recommend against repeating what I did unless you modify some things.
The basic idea was to summon a servitour, though provide a lamp for it to live in. That way it's easy to feed it with a candle flame. I made a sigil for the entity and inscribed it on the lantern. For travel purposes I made an amulet with the same sigil inscribed, which I'd wear throughout the day but would hang on the lantern when lighting it.
I deliberately didn't dedicate it to any famous deity, and used cheap materials. I also didn't employ any safety systems, bind the spirit in any way, not even name it. I wanted to summon a spirit that had similar goals to my own and didn't want to force anything.
Communication with the spirit was limited to vague feelings. I am a novice.
Anyway, what I asked the entity to do was stop other people from wasting my time, as well as occasionally help with some problems.
The results were I got a spirit that had violent tendencies and tried to possess me a few times. With regards to stopping people from wasting my time, it performed that well. In terms of various 'wishes' - it started off kind of like a Monkey's Paw (I'd wish for a day off - it would arrange an accident that would hurt people I don't care about that would cause my company to shut down for the day.) but then it wouldn't even be that where I'd ask for things and the spirit would just do whatever (I'd ask for a friend with legal troubles to get out of jail early - there was a sudden storm that postponed his trial and kept him in jail a week longer - but the spirit arranged a surprise job interview for me.) Throughout the entire relationship I could feel the spirit pushing me into becoming more selfish, if not psychopathic.
Ultimately it eventually stopped being useful. The spirit was doing whatever it wanted and I wasn't really getting much out of the deal while putting myself at possession risk. I ended up cutting it off, dousing the materials in holy water, and disposing of them. (I do miss the 'do not let idiots waste my time' part of it.)
The question I have is a simple delusion check. I made this ritual up out of whole cloth. Does this sound like typical results for a novice trying chaos magick?