Greetings all,
Ever since I was born I have suffered a life of trauma after trauma.
I know for a fact that a curse was placed on me at a very young age.
My mother was a witch, and my fathers side had witches blood from my grandmothers ancestors. I was separated from my mother and put in foster care at a very young age. My entire life has been full of disasters and suffering.
The first demon entity visited me when I was just a child of 7 years. He who wears the fedora hat and long coat. He was just watching me, filling my heart with fear. Shortly after this I nearly drowned to death in a swimming pool and was saved by life guards. Years later I also nearly drowned in the Sea because a voice in my head told me to go in the water when there was a storm.
There are many, many, more supernatural occurrences that I have experienced since a child, including things like hits being put on me, things being thrown at me while I sleep in bed. I don't want to share everything here publicly, but if anyone thinks they that they can help me, I am willing to explain to them many of the supernatural experiences that I have had.
Thank you for reading this and a wonderful blessed day to all.
First, I'm sorry for what happened, or maybe still happening for you.
I have few suggestions, you may like to try.
Are you familiar with meditation?
In case if your not, I'm gonna guide you to some of the steps.
First, what you do is sit on a chair or floor, (if you are gonna sit on a chair) sit with your hands either with palms facing up or flat on your lap. Then, have your back straight. Then, close your eyes. (If you are gonna sit on a floor). Sit on a lotus position (meaning crossed legs) and again close your eyes, and take a couple of deep breaths. Inhale, hold and exhale for a few times. For example: I take deep breathes at least 6 times. You can choose the numbers you like.
Next, breathe normally now, let your mind wonder, and don't force your thoughts away. Remember to take deep breath, whenever your thoughts does not seem to stop or ease up.
Once, your mind is quiet, you are going to visualize a Pure giant Orb of Light. If you cannot visualize the Orb, do affirmations
Affirmations are positive words, that you say out loud or as a whisper. For example: My Beautiful Divine Light, I invite you to pour your radiance touch on me. Lift these curses, as far away from me as possible. You should feel Peace.
Last, you are going to slowly bring yourself out of meditation, and then you are going to pray, but stand in power. In whatever names you call God, just call to Him/Her. And, just talk to this Lovely Source of Power. Build a relationship with Him, and Your Soul. Express yourself however you want.
To start: you may say something like this.....
My Beautiful, and amazing God, or My Wonderful Universe. I invite you to come forth. And, from there you can express yourself however you want. Now, my advise, is for you to come with your own words, and what is deep in your Heart. It's powerful, if you can come out with your own way of praying.
I hope that all goes well for you after this. If, nothing happens, don't stop, keep on practicing and try again. Something will happen.
Many blessings to you!