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it’s a contradictory reading: the 1st card says research your family history the 2nd don’t rely on your own memories the 3rd 1 don’t rely on your subconscious the 4th 1 your emotions will make you fail &
the last 1 you must do shadow work to succee.
summary:
research must be done on the target culture.
your own emotions subconscious & memories r unreliable & success depends on how you deal with the repressed parts of your ego that have to be assimilated & addressEd.
makes sense?
Since the picture is turned around 90 degrees, which way is it the way you spread it? I guess you took into account whether the card lies the right way round or upside down?
First of all many thanks for your reading!
lol, it is impossible for me,
not to rely on my deep emotions and subconscious, cause my magick heavily relies on them and I would never, ever distrust my dreams and deep, true feelings. Actually I got an answer to my question this night from my dreams. So on the first sight your reading doesn't seem to match so much, yet I wouldn't just brush it aside! Often the meaning of a reading opens up step by step, so let's have a closer look.
Research is cool, but not very easy. I try to understand the culture from the small pieces of knowledge I could scrape together. I will try to do more research on this in a wider, magickal sense, looking at the bigger picture of what I know so far in a more analytical way - based more on magickal, social and spiritual patterns than on my personal experiences. Yes, I think this is a really good advice, this might help a lot.
I don't consider my emotions, memories and subconscious as unreliable, but in keeping with what I've just said about the research, it might be time to look at all this from a greater distance, withdrawing a bit from the very close, tightly involved memories and feelings. I can come back to them when I understand more about all this. Actually I decided this morning, after understanding my dream, to pause the deep and intense work on this certain culture for a week or more and look at something else, which is associated with it, but will need another approach, before I can revisit this culture.
Which indeed leads to the last card! About two or three days ago I thought only for a moment, that there migth be a link to this other issue I will turn towards now. But I gently pushed it aside, thinking: it's not time for this yet, this is too much work! - It is not only much work, it is also a quite uncomfortable work, so I gratefully forgot about this issue an instant later.

I wouldn't call it a repressed part of my ego, but I decided to ignore this issue rather than working with it, cause there's pain involved. Well, now I see that I
have to do some magickal work here, otherwise I won't succeed in the undertaking with the ancestors.
Awesome, so in the end your oracle drawing makes perfect sense. Many thanks
