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Journal Journal of Night and Day, Son and Moon
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EXPLOSIVE FORCE. Earth of Fire.
nterpretation: Violently strong and enduring force. Manifesting Force. Energy like that of combustion, an explosive backdraft.
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Gematria:
Majors: 60
| 60 > 6 | - 60 - | 60 = 22x3x5 |
| --- | Samekh. (In spelling, interchanges with  .(May be added initially or finally.) (Samekh = 
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| --- | ( w/f); pr.n. "Father's Brother". |
| --- | ( w/f); to bind, to plait. |
| --- | ( w/f); to try; to make glow, to melt; to purify (by fire); to test or prove; to watch. (Good confirmation of Tarot "Temperance" correspondence to
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--- | prying-place, watch-tower. | |
| --- | ( w/f); mounting, swelling; excellency, majesty; pride, haughtiness. |
| --- | curdled milk --- cheese. |
| --- | a theft; a thing stolen. |
| --- | to gather together, store up, hide; treasurers; chests for keeping valuables, treasure-chest; coverings. |
| --- | ( w/f); to tread, press down, subdue, have power, rule; to contend (at law); to judge; vindicate, defend, punish; judgment. |
| --- | sound (of a harp). |
| --- | they; themselves; hither, to this place; lo!, see!. |
| --- | to enclose, contain; a basket. |
| --- | (); to hold, contain; to be capable of; to be able; to prevail, to succeed; to control oneself; to master, comprehend. |
| --- | ( w/f); to go, to walk. |
| --- | anything prepared or made up; what holds or contains; a vessel or utensil; garment; baggage; instrument or tool; weapons; a vessel or boat; grasping one --- a miser. |
| --- | a sight, vision. |
--- | a view, a window. | |
| --- | a broom. |
| --- | a spinning, spunwork. |
| --- | to bark or bay (as a dog). |
--- | pr. n. "Barking" (of a city). | |
| --- | southward. |
| --- | pr. n. ""Brilliance" or "Beauty", (Venus). |
| --- | to call or cry, to wail or lament. |
| --- | to move to and fro, to wave or nod; to wander about; to wander away; to nod or incline towards, to condole or comfort; to bemoan. |
--- | to heap up. | |
--- | to move off or flee. | |
--- | a moving or wandering about (pr. n. of the region of Cain's wanderings). | |
--- | condolence. | |
| --- | to comfort. |
| --- | wailing. |
| 27 > 9 | - 27 - | 27 = 33 |
| --- | pr.n. "Brotherhood". |
| --- | to flow in drops, to weep; to weep at or for. |
--- | weeping. | |
| --- | ( w/f); transparent, clear, pure; free from fault, blameless. |
| --- | sin. |
| --- | trick, intrigue; a riddle, poetic saying, song; a parable, proverb, maxim; oracle, vision. |
| --- | plaster (on a wall). |
| --- | to cover, hide; to go out, be quenched; to perish. |
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In a lighter state of mind, now studying the Lesser Ritual of the Hexagram, as it will be part of my curriculum. Need to be detailed and follow everything by the book, then wait and do the work in waiting until the next grade opportunity, this I know.
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What trips me up is that it is not like the LBRP, where a QC is needed before and after the main ritual.
In my curriculum however, I have found a way to set my mind at ease about that, so my sole focus should be the Hexagram Rituals, in all forms, Lesser and Supreme. I know I need to make Earth and Air Enochian Tablets, Pillars, Weapons and E/W Banners for the Temple.
Also Analysis of the Keyword, INRI always tripped me up.
Finally getting tired as the birds chirp.
Got to keep in mind the theory behind it as well as exterior and interior detail. And daily diligence.
Speaking of, should contract my diary entry shortly and get going with my routine.
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You can consider all my ramblings from this morning as part of Mental Notes or brain dump.
It occurred to me that building blocks are necessary, so I can get materials in small amounts and start building my temple, not to LARP, but to have the visual stimuli to engage psychodrama to alter the state of consciousness and a place for refuge and meditation. Not like I have a social life, haha, I spend mt time at work on a bus and in my room. Very rarely do I visit others besides a special few friends. Family I see as often as possible.
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Sunday 3/6/2022 (-9+6=15=1+5=6 Beauty, Reciprocation). Sol. Yellow. Frankincense.
Sleep: Practically None
Dreams: I had no sleep therefore had no dreams
Moon/Transits: Moon Waxing Taurus, both Nodes in Taurus R
Sol - Pisces
Luna - Taurus
Mercury - Aquarius
Venus - Aquarius
Mars - Aquarius until the 14th then Pisces
Jupiter - Pisces
Saturn - Aquarius
Uranus - Taurus
Neptune - Pisces
Pluto - Capricorn
S Node - Taurus R
N Node - Taurus R
Weather - Cold, Wet, Windy, Sunny, birds, and doves chattering, crows gone after call to Liber Israel Two Divine Hawks
Mood - Fair
Diet - Cookies and Coffee, Will eat Ravioli soon
Exercise - None
Mental Notes - See my early morning journal. Several projects simultaneous on mind.
Physical Notes - Awaiting money for temple supplies payment and reception. Grocery shopping, laundry, transportation and work this week, all money into bank account for rent.
Adorations - Morning Lord of the Universe adoration, Midnight, Morning Adorations Liber Resh Vel Helios done
Rituals (in order) - As one Ritual start to finish, will at some point memorize all steps to aid in focus and concentration and will
Body Awareness (Controlled Breathing and meditation on body parts to pores including fluids) - 4 count 4 phase foot to groin and back
Relaxation Ritual - Using circulating controlled breathing, with each inhale pull energy up, with each exhale, push energy down, scan self raising golden light energy in segments until whole body inside and out is glowing golden light.
Qabalistic Cross (Prayer of David/Tetragrammaton Prayer)
Invoking the Four Powers of Earth (Earth Invoking LRP with invocations per quarter)
Lesser Ritual of the Hexagram, Saturn Banishing
Ascent into Cube of Space
Rite of Elemental Equilibrium
Rising on the Planes
Candle Magick/Novena
Middle Pillar exercise (for circulating energy 10-15x along five chakra points and divine names and building up before releasing)
Body in Assiah
Lesser Ritual of the Hexagram, Luna Invoking
Banishing Four Powers of Earth (LBRP with Invocations per Quarter
Qabalistic Cross (Prayer of David/Tetragrammaton Prayer)
Tarot -
Tarot Card for the Day - Page of Wands (Explosive Energy) - Earth of Fire
Tarot Contemplation Ritual - XII The Hanged Man - Reversal, sel sacrifice, illumination, enlightenment
Split Hexagram spread - tonight
Celtic Cross spread - done in morning
Psychic Testing- Tonight
Less Than 6 Greater Than Five -
Guess the Trump -
Major Court Minor -
Sleep: Practically None
Dreams: I had no sleep therefore had no dreams
Moon/Transits: Moon Waxing Taurus, both Nodes in Taurus R
Sol - Pisces
Luna - Taurus
Mercury - Aquarius
Venus - Aquarius
Mars - Aquarius until the 14th then Pisces
Jupiter - Pisces
Saturn - Aquarius
Uranus - Taurus
Neptune - Pisces
Pluto - Capricorn
S Node - Taurus R
N Node - Taurus R
Weather - Cold, Wet, Windy, Sunny, birds, and doves chattering, crows gone after call to Liber Israel Two Divine Hawks
Mood - Fair
Diet - Cookies and Coffee, Will eat Ravioli soon
Exercise - None
Mental Notes - See my early morning journal. Several projects simultaneous on mind.
Physical Notes - Awaiting money for temple supplies payment and reception. Grocery shopping, laundry, transportation and work this week, all money into bank account for rent.
Adorations - Morning Lord of the Universe adoration, Midnight, Morning Adorations Liber Resh Vel Helios done
Rituals (in order) - As one Ritual start to finish, will at some point memorize all steps to aid in focus and concentration and will
Body Awareness (Controlled Breathing and meditation on body parts to pores including fluids) - 4 count 4 phase foot to groin and back
Relaxation Ritual - Using circulating controlled breathing, with each inhale pull energy up, with each exhale, push energy down, scan self raising golden light energy in segments until whole body inside and out is glowing golden light.
Qabalistic Cross (Prayer of David/Tetragrammaton Prayer)
Invoking the Four Powers of Earth (Earth Invoking LRP with invocations per quarter)
Lesser Ritual of the Hexagram, Saturn Banishing
Ascent into Cube of Space
Rite of Elemental Equilibrium
Rising on the Planes
Candle Magick/Novena
Middle Pillar exercise (for circulating energy 10-15x along five chakra points and divine names and building up before releasing)
Body in Assiah
Lesser Ritual of the Hexagram, Luna Invoking
Banishing Four Powers of Earth (LBRP with Invocations per Quarter
Qabalistic Cross (Prayer of David/Tetragrammaton Prayer)
Tarot -
Tarot Card for the Day - Page of Wands (Explosive Energy) - Earth of Fire
Tarot Contemplation Ritual - XII The Hanged Man - Reversal, sel sacrifice, illumination, enlightenment
Split Hexagram spread - tonight
Celtic Cross spread - done in morning
Psychic Testing- Tonight
Less Than 6 Greater Than Five -
Guess the Trump -
Major Court Minor -
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Proverb of the Day - 6
Psalms of the Day - 26-30
Meditations -
Point and line, SALT cube.
Peace in the Eastern Block and Israel.
My cat looks at me, knowing I must soon shower and go get more cat treats. Darn psychics.
So .. Current Projects -
Rebuilding my life from the Apcalypse - one year
72 Shem Angel Evocations and Fellowship - seven years
Design build and finish working Pentacle - two months
Design Angelic Floor Dropcloth as Magic Circle painted - three months
Shem Angel and Psalms Research for peace of mind - three months
Learning Hebrew and Greek as Anthropology pre reqs - six months
Get oils, incense, candles and basic physical temple supplies as shopping excursion one - one month
Get all books and other temple supplies and weapons as shopping excursion two - two months
Make homemade oils and incense for use and sale - three months
Make flying ointment for use and sale (mix in psilocybin mushroom specks) -three months
Become a competent magician and better human being - four years
Go into self employment as Ritual Magician/Tarot Reader - one year
Get Bachelors Degree in Criminal Justice within - two years
Get Masters Degree in Anthropology within - two years after that
Apply to Federal Government Jobs with breadth of knowledge and experience - one month before graduation
(Computer Forensics, Forensic Anthropology, Cultural Anthropology, Criminal Justice, Information Technology)
Psalms of the Day - 26-30
Meditations -
Point and line, SALT cube.
Peace in the Eastern Block and Israel.
My cat looks at me, knowing I must soon shower and go get more cat treats. Darn psychics.
So .. Current Projects -
Rebuilding my life from the Apcalypse - one year
72 Shem Angel Evocations and Fellowship - seven years
Design build and finish working Pentacle - two months
Design Angelic Floor Dropcloth as Magic Circle painted - three months
Shem Angel and Psalms Research for peace of mind - three months
Learning Hebrew and Greek as Anthropology pre reqs - six months
Get oils, incense, candles and basic physical temple supplies as shopping excursion one - one month
Get all books and other temple supplies and weapons as shopping excursion two - two months
Make homemade oils and incense for use and sale - three months
Make flying ointment for use and sale (mix in psilocybin mushroom specks) -three months
Become a competent magician and better human being - four years
Go into self employment as Ritual Magician/Tarot Reader - one year
Get Bachelors Degree in Criminal Justice within - two years
Get Masters Degree in Anthropology within - two years after that
Apply to Federal Government Jobs with breadth of knowledge and experience - one month before graduation
(Computer Forensics, Forensic Anthropology, Cultural Anthropology, Criminal Justice, Information Technology)
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Meditation -
Dressed candle for at least 15 seconds while repeating "Peace in my Temple, Peace in my Courtyard", with RELAX Oil.
Lit candle and took a breath or two to center, then four times:
"Peace be unto Russia,
Peace be unto Israel,
Peace be unto Ukraine,
Peace be unto Jerusalem."
"As I extinguish the flame of this candle, the flame will die out but the light and meaning behind it will live forever. So be it."
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Could use more colored birthday candles, as I have minimum bare bones incense oils and candles (white unscented tea lights for dressing and use). So, as it is sunny and warm, time to shower and shop. For birthday candles and kitty treats. Might as well get coffee and Chef Boyardee as well. Do dishes and laundry. Try to organize and clean room, at least the open spaces. Try to get all outstanding paperwork done and mail back to respective parties lettings chips fall as they may. Apply to State Emergency Relief and Section 8 Housing, as well as Chapter 13, after getting taxes done.
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Did bare minimum and messed up intent (invoking). Will accept it for the morning, but in afternoon and evening Im doing full ritual cohesively and fluidly, to see if it makes a difference rather than a pause between several rituals. Just one gigantic step by step ritual. Done in at least at rising and retiring.
Controlled Breathing until the energy was felt circulating.
Relaxation Ritual until Waist on slow four count, then entire body in one four count.
Lesser Ritual of the Pentagram, Earth Banishing ADONAI HA ARETZ Pentagram drawing ADONAI Kerubic drawing
Qabbalistic Cross in English.
Controlled Breathing until the energy was felt circulating.
Relaxation Ritual until Waist on slow four count, then entire body in one four count.
Lesser Ritual of the Pentagram, Earth Banishing ADONAI HA ARETZ Pentagram drawing ADONAI Kerubic drawing
Qabbalistic Cross in English.
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Books from shopping excursion #1
Initiation into Hermetics
Self Initiation into the Golden Dawn Tradition
Ordo Acensum Aetyrnealis
Tarot of Ceremonial Magic
Secrets of Magical Seals
Psalm Magic
Bucklands Complete Book of Witchcraft
Modern Magick
The Shem Grimoire
Hebrew-English Dictionary
The First Hebrew Primer
Complete Greek
Power of the Psalms
Golden Secrets of Mystic Oils
Candle Burning Magic
Buckland Book of Spirit Communications
Practical Candleburning Rituals
The rest are crystals, soaps, oils, incense, candles.
The test of the books will have to wait a month or two for the next bulk payment.
Initiation into Hermetics
Self Initiation into the Golden Dawn Tradition
Ordo Acensum Aetyrnealis
Tarot of Ceremonial Magic
Secrets of Magical Seals
Psalm Magic
Bucklands Complete Book of Witchcraft
Modern Magick
The Shem Grimoire
Hebrew-English Dictionary
The First Hebrew Primer
Complete Greek
Power of the Psalms
Golden Secrets of Mystic Oils
Candle Burning Magic
Buckland Book of Spirit Communications
Practical Candleburning Rituals
The rest are crystals, soaps, oils, incense, candles.
The test of the books will have to wait a month or two for the next bulk payment.
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Goals are nice but, much like being a real mage vs an armchair mage, requires dedicated practice in action.
So, practice I must. Thou hast no right but to do thy will or something like that.
Perhaps a twice daily Invocation of Thoth, Horus and Bornless Ritual as well.
So, writing out step by step what I am doing. Then put into action.
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Oops .. wrong window
Okay, four meditations:
Cube of Salt and Earth
Peace meditation in active meditation
Silent mind in passive meditation
"Lesh ta pak een lafa tu son" in active meditation
Starting now.
A lot of external noise, so first meditation was difficult. A lot of thoughts or images, but none really crucial to SALT, except if it is a alchemical term and the other thoughts would've been supporting it, or what. I do want to visit a Michigan salt mine and rock quarry and mine tailing area however, and this spring check out the University of Michigan Botanical Gardens and the Astronomical Observatory.
Alarm just went off fo the fifteen minutes which was a minute or two short of a fifteen minute goal.
Snoozed alarm. Will try to be more focused in the Peace meditation, and keep that and the other two at ten minutes apiece; next week fifteen minutes each; week after that twenty minutes each, etc.
Looking up SALT in Zelator material to see if it is just an alchemical term or an acronym for something else. And how it relates to a 3-d cube, as I've seen large salt cubes up close and personal.
Okay, four meditations:
Cube of Salt and Earth
Peace meditation in active meditation
Silent mind in passive meditation
"Lesh ta pak een lafa tu son" in active meditation
Starting now.
A lot of external noise, so first meditation was difficult. A lot of thoughts or images, but none really crucial to SALT, except if it is a alchemical term and the other thoughts would've been supporting it, or what. I do want to visit a Michigan salt mine and rock quarry and mine tailing area however, and this spring check out the University of Michigan Botanical Gardens and the Astronomical Observatory.
Alarm just went off fo the fifteen minutes which was a minute or two short of a fifteen minute goal.
Snoozed alarm. Will try to be more focused in the Peace meditation, and keep that and the other two at ten minutes apiece; next week fifteen minutes each; week after that twenty minutes each, etc.
Looking up SALT in Zelator material to see if it is just an alchemical term or an acronym for something else. And how it relates to a 3-d cube, as I've seen large salt cubes up close and personal.
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Never mind .... I see what the mention of salt was.
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Ten minute meditation (five minutes short of goal) completed on Peace meditation:
Peace, peace be unto Russia
Peace, peace be unto Israel
Peace, peace bu unto Ukraine
Peace, peace be unto Jerusalem.
A variety of sensations including searing sharp pains, to warm tingles, to constrictive pressure to a feeling of peace.
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Weak and constant cough, leading to no work done.
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Getting up off my duff for coffee, so will do liber rest afternoon-midnight adorations span and evening lord of the universe evening adoration, QC/LRP/QC, and LRH. Will do MP before retiring.
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Monday, 03/07/2022 (10+6+16=7). Luna. Indigo/Purple.
Dreams: None Recalled
Sleep: Spotty, during witching hour awake and pained to a point of possible psychic or enn attack.
Moon/Transits: Waxing, Taurus.
Weather: Cold, Rainy, Windy.
Diet: None yet aside from coffee and early morning can of pears.
Exercise: None yet. Will do basic punches, kicks and rolls from To Shin Do handout and a visible target for punches/kicks. Will roll front, backward, and sideways from standing to standing if possible with room. Rolls will strengthen abdominal muscles and breath control, raising Qi. Punches will workout and strengthen arms through resistance training in punches (pulling punches). Kicks will workout and strangthen legs, feet, and hips. Generl posture will help back and spine.
Mood: Fair
Mental Notes: What to do with 100 tea lights, oils and incense?
Physical notes: Feet/Leg/Head/Shoulder pain. Again could be psychic attack on weakest links.
Adorations:
Morning Lord of the Universe adoration. Sign of Enterer and sign of silence.
Morning Liber Resh Vel Helios with grade signs and loud vibration.
Rituals:
QC - Visualized standing on rotating earth amidst stars.
Earth Invoking LRP done, with full visualization eyes closed, followed up with closing QC done.
Divine names intoned and vibrated, with kerubic signs drawn in center of pentagrams.
LRH Luna invoking done.
Dreams: None Recalled
Sleep: Spotty, during witching hour awake and pained to a point of possible psychic or enn attack.
Moon/Transits: Waxing, Taurus.
Weather: Cold, Rainy, Windy.
Diet: None yet aside from coffee and early morning can of pears.
Exercise: None yet. Will do basic punches, kicks and rolls from To Shin Do handout and a visible target for punches/kicks. Will roll front, backward, and sideways from standing to standing if possible with room. Rolls will strengthen abdominal muscles and breath control, raising Qi. Punches will workout and strengthen arms through resistance training in punches (pulling punches). Kicks will workout and strangthen legs, feet, and hips. Generl posture will help back and spine.
Mood: Fair
Mental Notes: What to do with 100 tea lights, oils and incense?
Physical notes: Feet/Leg/Head/Shoulder pain. Again could be psychic attack on weakest links.
Adorations:
Morning Lord of the Universe adoration. Sign of Enterer and sign of silence.
Morning Liber Resh Vel Helios with grade signs and loud vibration.
Rituals:
QC - Visualized standing on rotating earth amidst stars.
Earth Invoking LRP done, with full visualization eyes closed, followed up with closing QC done.
Divine names intoned and vibrated, with kerubic signs drawn in center of pentagrams.
LRH Luna invoking done.
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Tarot Contemplation Ritual: V The Hierophant, The Magus of the Voice; Taurus, Sound/Hearing.
What does a bull and a church have in common? Besides sacrifices, bells. Thus Bells, sound and hearing are attributed to this card, a Papal figure holding a tuning fork of kind, gives a hand gesture pointing upward and receiving through the hearing of the tuning fork, crossed bell keys at his feet. (gold and silver). Thus alchemy at play as well. An inner robe of mercy, an outer robe of passion and strength, with white garments. The Papal crown of Gold is almost like a television antenna at the five to seven layered top of the crown (reference to Kether). The tops of the pillars he sits enthroned between have a sign of a bull.
Tarot Card of the Day (in addition to TCR):
Split Hexagram Spread: tonight
Celtic Cross Spread: tonight
Tarot Psychic Testing:
Less Then-Greater than-5 - 23 incorrect. Pendulum was swaying, but was giving incorrect answers on its sway in direction. Used senses instead of pendulum. Surprisied at the score, thought it would be in the 30s.
Guess the Trump -28 incorrect. Hsvent done this in while.
Major Court Minor - 45/78 incorrect. Impatience.
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