Decided to write another entry here. I keep repeating this ritual monthly, (once every lunar cycle at specific phase of the moon) not creating the object every month, but reactivating it with blood, along with re-enchanting statue on my altar, that I use as focus for meditation. That one means a lot to me, because I created it.
I keep seeking for improvements for the ritual. Feels to me as if every month something interesting happens now.
Last month Seems to me to had been quite surprising. I expereinced with fasting before the ritual for five days. (fasted from body pleasure and from vampiric feeding) The day of the ritual in the morning I noticed that i felt fear in the room with the altar and that the shadow of statue on the altar felt alive. (it was caused by the rising Sun) Soon I found out that I was visited by poltergeist.
First it made a picture on the altar fell. Then the spirit tossed my plushie on the ground. Funny enough, that was it for me. I located it and took a look. It was a hooded figure in black robe surrounded by rays of grey energy, looking kind of like asteroids. I grabbed him by his neck, on which he just mockingly said: "What do you think you can do to me?" I then drained him of energy, which made him turn into bones. I then destroyed the bones and let the ash to be blown away by wind. And that was end of him.
Actually it surprised me how easy it was to destroy him. I remember reading some tutorial on creating one, that it takes like a month? Only to be undone in minutes. It felt crazy, honestly. No idea if the spirit was connected to the rite or not, but it felt to me as it was part of experiencing my own vampiric ability and how useful it can be.
What happened after the ritual I'll not share.
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Month before this spirit day after the ritual I had a pigeon, that somehow flew into my house. Felt it to be a good sign.
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This last month so far had some interesting experience during ritual, but what I found fascinating is that I found a dead bat, still in condition to be worked with. So I will possibly not need a bat from China. I'll make my own bat in resin. With this one I at least really know that it died without human causing it.
