The text of this email has been changed drastically since when I got it over a year ago. The content is the same, but the words are different.
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I am the only person who feels this email was different.
HI Joshua
SO I've been thinking over the last few days about my experience as a TI and some of the unexplainable events within it that now having spoken with you and considering Simulation theory there are some things I wanted to run by you.
The whole story is much too much for me to lay out for you and I know you already understand what I've been dealing with. Throughout this experience there have been numerous things that have happened that for lack of a better term "border on the paranormal". I have to explain to you though that when I say I have been targeted I have real really been "Targeted" as in it was let known to me that certain groups in our society are and will try to remove me or have me self terminate. However within this experience something has seemed to almost "help" me...something...EXTERNAL.
External is the only way I can describe it, but more to the point things that would otherwise be considered "paranormal" were on some days occurring every few minutes. I have RACKED my brain trying to make sense of so many events however now that you have put into thought for me , the notion of simulation hypothesis explains much of this, and can perhaps explain a lot of things in the world that we don't understand.
But something tells me you've already thought of this.
I am going to list only a few (there are many many more) experiences that I would say are very hard to explain naturally.
Helpful players
within my experience since say 2018 I have had too many attempts on my life to mention however the things that saved me were at times complete strangers would start talking in way that was pertaining to me and my situation alone. giving hints and suggestions or warnings. This still happens to this day and it makes no sense at all, it's as if something else controls these people for a time to help me with info. They sometimes point to things I should do or places I should go
Psychic events
Over 3 times ( I think actually around 7) I have had what seems to be a download or "heads up" of an oncoming person who I need to be aware of. this could be they are a danger to me or someone I need to talk to or someone from my past. This experience comes in the form of the image of the person entering my mind and at some time after an hour a day etc. I encounter them. This is usually followed by a period of amnesia where I forget the event for a couple weeks and then remember it.
Cloud Images
Early in this I was warned that one of the things I need to be aware of was that it would be an explosive device used against me, and not just any device. No it was shown to me by a certain group ( I wish to keep this anonymous for now however we can talk about it another time) that the explosive would come in the form of an animal say a cat or a squirrel with the explosive "stitched" inside of it's belly. They even showed me one.
now fast forward few years. I am comping in an undisclosed area behind where my job was at the time. I am walking through the field back to my camp when a loud booming sound comes from the sky....again..again(this was to get me to take notice)..I look up.
In the sky are clouds showing an almost cartoonish image of my in my sleeping bag with a small mushroom cloud emenating from a hole in my chest. Now you have to understand that both the police and our government are aware of my situation. is this some military tech or something else?
cloud images have been shown to me an multiple occasions
The Deer
On one extremely difficult occasion I was being chased. there is so much that occurred on this day and week that I could write an entire novel on just this day alone but what you need to understand is this. I was being lets say "steered" to a location and shown how to run through skunk weed to get my smell off of me in an effort to get dogs off my scent. I was coming down an incline in a forest. I look forward and theres like an upturned tree, its massive roots showing and I blink my eyes and when I open them A deer is there laying on all fours, shes looking at me, I'm still coming towards her down the hill, I blink after say about 6 seconds....shes gone. Do animals have the ability to cloak? was that a hologram? what the hell is going on. and that deer is not the only animal to reveal or show things. There have been many animal events
Not long after this event I was steered in the library (this also is a common happening) to a book on augmented reality and the last chapter of that book was about the use of advanced contact lenses that can have a satellite or drone direct images directly at soldiers wearing these lenses in an effort to help with escape and evasion.
The Train
Only once did I come close to self terminating, I'm not proud of this moment Joshua and I obviously didn't go through with it but I came damn close. I yelled out in my apartment and typed on my phone that I was finished and that I was going to kill myself , Iooked up how to tie a noose and downloaded an image of a noose. I found some rope , stuffed it in my backpack with a bottle of vodka. I drank vodka and walked though the bike trails by a rivers edge. I'm at the edge of the river A group of ducks swim right up to me bobbing thier heads in the water however they all turn there bodies so that their rear end tails all point in the same direction. Like it looked like an arrow pointing. I walk further down the bike path, two guys fishing with their waders on in the water, one guy comes over , asks me for a cigerrette, I give him one. he's looking right at m, close. I continue walking and realize I am under a bridge. A bridge I've walked under many times on top of the bridge is a train. I walk about to the tracks, the train was massive, long on either side couldn't see the end. it was just waiting there. I look down see that this is where you rest your head, lay your neck on the track it would be over in seconds, no suffering Bryan just quick and painless.
I stared and stared and then my senses came back to me I got the fuck out of there and have never thought of suicide again , but thats not the point, the point is whatever it is,it provided the train, the way it was just sitting there waiting for me it was giving me a quick and merciful way out.
.
I am the only person who feels this email was different.
HI Joshua
SO I've been thinking over the last few days about my experience as a TI and some of the unexplainable events within it that now having spoken with you and considering Simulation theory there are some things I wanted to run by you.
The whole story is much too much for me to lay out for you and I know you already understand what I've been dealing with. Throughout this experience there have been numerous things that have happened that for lack of a better term "border on the paranormal". I have to explain to you though that when I say I have been targeted I have real really been "Targeted" as in it was let known to me that certain groups in our society are and will try to remove me or have me self terminate. However within this experience something has seemed to almost "help" me...something...EXTERNAL.
External is the only way I can describe it, but more to the point things that would otherwise be considered "paranormal" were on some days occurring every few minutes. I have RACKED my brain trying to make sense of so many events however now that you have put into thought for me , the notion of simulation hypothesis explains much of this, and can perhaps explain a lot of things in the world that we don't understand.
But something tells me you've already thought of this.
I am going to list only a few (there are many many more) experiences that I would say are very hard to explain naturally.
Helpful players
within my experience since say 2018 I have had too many attempts on my life to mention however the things that saved me were at times complete strangers would start talking in way that was pertaining to me and my situation alone. giving hints and suggestions or warnings. This still happens to this day and it makes no sense at all, it's as if something else controls these people for a time to help me with info. They sometimes point to things I should do or places I should go
Psychic events
Over 3 times ( I think actually around 7) I have had what seems to be a download or "heads up" of an oncoming person who I need to be aware of. this could be they are a danger to me or someone I need to talk to or someone from my past. This experience comes in the form of the image of the person entering my mind and at some time after an hour a day etc. I encounter them. This is usually followed by a period of amnesia where I forget the event for a couple weeks and then remember it.
Cloud Images
Early in this I was warned that one of the things I need to be aware of was that it would be an explosive device used against me, and not just any device. No it was shown to me by a certain group ( I wish to keep this anonymous for now however we can talk about it another time) that the explosive would come in the form of an animal say a cat or a squirrel with the explosive "stitched" inside of it's belly. They even showed me one.
now fast forward few years. I am comping in an undisclosed area behind where my job was at the time. I am walking through the field back to my camp when a loud booming sound comes from the sky....again..again(this was to get me to take notice)..I look up.
In the sky are clouds showing an almost cartoonish image of my in my sleeping bag with a small mushroom cloud emenating from a hole in my chest. Now you have to understand that both the police and our government are aware of my situation. is this some military tech or something else?
cloud images have been shown to me an multiple occasions
The Deer
On one extremely difficult occasion I was being chased. there is so much that occurred on this day and week that I could write an entire novel on just this day alone but what you need to understand is this. I was being lets say "steered" to a location and shown how to run through skunk weed to get my smell off of me in an effort to get dogs off my scent. I was coming down an incline in a forest. I look forward and theres like an upturned tree, its massive roots showing and I blink my eyes and when I open them A deer is there laying on all fours, shes looking at me, I'm still coming towards her down the hill, I blink after say about 6 seconds....shes gone. Do animals have the ability to cloak? was that a hologram? what the hell is going on. and that deer is not the only animal to reveal or show things. There have been many animal events
Not long after this event I was steered in the library (this also is a common happening) to a book on augmented reality and the last chapter of that book was about the use of advanced contact lenses that can have a satellite or drone direct images directly at soldiers wearing these lenses in an effort to help with escape and evasion.
The Train
Only once did I come close to self terminating, I'm not proud of this moment Joshua and I obviously didn't go through with it but I came damn close. I yelled out in my apartment and typed on my phone that I was finished and that I was going to kill myself , Iooked up how to tie a noose and downloaded an image of a noose. I found some rope , stuffed it in my backpack with a bottle of vodka. I drank vodka and walked though the bike trails by a rivers edge. I'm at the edge of the river A group of ducks swim right up to me bobbing thier heads in the water however they all turn there bodies so that their rear end tails all point in the same direction. Like it looked like an arrow pointing. I walk further down the bike path, two guys fishing with their waders on in the water, one guy comes over , asks me for a cigerrette, I give him one. he's looking right at m, close. I continue walking and realize I am under a bridge. A bridge I've walked under many times on top of the bridge is a train. I walk about to the tracks, the train was massive, long on either side couldn't see the end. it was just waiting there. I look down see that this is where you rest your head, lay your neck on the track it would be over in seconds, no suffering Bryan just quick and painless.
I stared and stared and then my senses came back to me I got the fuck out of there and have never thought of suicide again , but thats not the point, the point is whatever it is,it provided the train, the way it was just sitting there waiting for me it was giving me a quick and merciful way out.
