Same thing here. I could not find any inner peace, I was often angry and in a weird state. The practices I started doing got it more and more under control.my anger problem
There was also a feeling of emptiness, depression.
The whole corona mess made me go teetotal. Changes everything.What are some of the habits you’ve gotten rid of that changed your life for the better or increased your success with magick? One I can mention is how much sex i was having and getting rest . That changed my energy levels .