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I have experience with the Draconian Tradition but I've moved on to something similar to Thelema. I have successfully invoked spirits and merged with them in the past. And I have done this with nothingness as well. Both experiences caused my kundalini to raise and it was a type of ecstatic union where I became everything and nothing.
Now that I've moved on I'm catching glimpses of the light. For example today I saw a person in golden robes surrounded by light. It was so intense and bright my mind immediately focused directly onto what was happening causing the experience to stop. I feel like the light functions differently. Everytime I catch a glimpse of it this happens. It doesn't matter if I'm focusing on breath. My awareness just immediately goes to it and it doesn't let things just be.
What am I doing wrong? I want to get to a point where this light envelopes me. Because I know that's what's going to happen. Anyway thanks for the help in advance.
Now that I've moved on I'm catching glimpses of the light. For example today I saw a person in golden robes surrounded by light. It was so intense and bright my mind immediately focused directly onto what was happening causing the experience to stop. I feel like the light functions differently. Everytime I catch a glimpse of it this happens. It doesn't matter if I'm focusing on breath. My awareness just immediately goes to it and it doesn't let things just be.
What am I doing wrong? I want to get to a point where this light envelopes me. Because I know that's what's going to happen. Anyway thanks for the help in advance.