Yours and theirs*. Ran into electronics problems all day. Hackers for lack of better words, although there is a demons said to disrupt them as well.
Been feeling a zealot burn all morning.
So, if my posts are annoying anyone, my apologies.
Just thoughts onto screen.
I think the highest account of promises broken and things unfulfilled go to the man in the mirror.
The good thing to me is a desire and openness for learning and spiritual growth through action, breaking the inertia urge to be lazy or busy and do nothing.
My plans are not working. Trapped in this fifteen per hour bullshit in dead end jobs, I need at least thirty per hour to get out of my rut quickly, not for my convenience, but the convenience of others paid in full, each and everyone.
"Own no man anything but to love one another". And I think usury (loans and interest) are mentioned a few ties in the law as well. As is oppression of neighbors and strangers, as a group of folks were once strangers oppressed in Egypt. A story about that exists.
Calling for my own judgement .. Sodom and Gomorrah springs to mind.
Shading on the Enochian Watchtower Earth tablet is coming along slowly due to colored pencil or watercolor pencil on paper. I need to bite the bullet and get paint and other supplies.
I would also like to purchase a shitload of books off amazon to help authors and myself, but lo and behold, a mountain stands in my way!
I would like to get going on a side business, but lo and behold the same mountain stands in my way!
O wretched man that I am ...
On the Earth Pentacle idea, I really want to try this. Worst case scenario it doesn't work or work better than a piece of painted wood, resulting in waste of precious resources. But at least the attempt of the idea was made. Now, if it does work, it would be interesting to scope out the range of power it can provide. Limits of its power, as Im sure some exist.
Perhaps I am not clear, but I want it to function with the natural elements of earth contained inside, conductive metals mingling with them all, and a charged rod through the horizontal center charges it electrically, resulting in some sort of effect as a Fire wand would.
On top if this, it serves as a platter and ricochets or redirects as a shield (or perhaps a laser).
Getting it kiln fired is a hill to get over. But the scope of its power and ability would be interesting to discover.
As for the Air dagger, just a double edged blade, razor sharp, with a wooden handle, perhaps grip sanded on each side of the handle for easy pickup and stability in the hand. Not only functioning as an air dagger, but a general purpose ritual dagger as well (ie to blood let or slice a branch off a tree for a wand or whatnot). Perhaps that last one is a bit of a reach.
Bonus if it is made of gold and steel alloy. Perhaps Im overthinking it and its a foolish time waster of an idea.
Geomancy, herb and crystal growing kits. Need to get cracking on learning this stuff, at least the most common herbs and grow them using a reflective tent and lamp, get a crystal growing kit and grow them under a blacklight and magnifier case, collect stones for the geomancy kit and paint them.
Air Enochian Watchtower tablet. When Earth is finished, begin work on this. Same routine and process as with the earth aside from pencil and paper.
Start learning astrology, and mastery of thought, silent mind meditation, concentrated meditation on a tarot card in full detail by scanning process. Memorize a simple point and line sigil, perhaps my Shem Angel of my birthday for example, and meditate on that sigil daily.
Find out everything about my natal chart, good and bad angels, demons associated with a given house, aspects, enochian and court card associations, etc.
I think this should firmly establish me on Earth and prepare myself for Air.
