Journal Journal of Night and Day, Son and Moon

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Mathers, Westcott, Levi, Waite and others prayed.
Were they incorrect in doing so?

 

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The Crow people are very interesting.

 

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The second reading came with all four elements, four kerubic signs. One mutable sign and it's ruling planet, and three other planets.

 

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Okay. Back to bird headed deities. The entire point comes from researching Goetic spirits as those characteristic of birds, and to find if possible the originating cultures that worshipped the deity. Possibly lost in the sands of time.

 

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Working today on meditation and controlled thought with intent.

 

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Meditation time.
Mantra:
"My thought is my own and not a call to you".
Figure environment is a busy street corner.
Estimated time and set on timer, one hour.

 

[Vandheer]

Mathers, Westcott, Levi, Waite and others prayed.
Were they incorrect in doing so?

Hell no.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Meditation time.
Mantra:
"My thought is my own and not a call to you".
Figure environment is a busy street corner.
Estimated time and set on timer, one hour.

Five minutes done until tongue tied.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

What is at the root of our phobias?
Sometimes it is simple as a matter of perception in a given time and place. Sometimes a symbol or encounter with the fear is a paralyzing trigger.
What can shadow work offer?
What is meant by shadow work(ie Jungian)?
Are there different methods (ie not demonology)?
What are alternatives(ie not shadow work)?

 

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A cookie sized clay pentacle made. Not entirely pleased nor displeased with it. As I know five colors composed and blended within it, which stand for the five elements. Now to fire until it melts and hardens, then lightly sand and paint. It's messy ATM, but should work.

 

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From The Middle Pillar by Regardie and Cicero
A SHAMANIC BANISHING RITUAL
(NOTE: This ritual employs the names of deities from several dif-
ferent Native American tribes.)

The Shamanic Cross
Stand and face east. Imagine a brilliant white light touching the top of your head. Reach up with the index finger or blade of a dagger to connect with the light and bring it to the forehead.

Touch the forehead and say: "To WAKANDA."
Touch the breast and say: "To MICHAB0."
Touch the right shoulder and say:
"To IOSKEHA."
Touch the left shoulder and say: 'To WHOPE."
Clasp the fingers over the breast and say: "And to all the Ancestors, I give thanks."

The Pentagrams
Face east.
Use dagger or the index finger of the right hand to trace a large lesser banishing pentagram. As you do so, vibrate "WABUN."
Go to the south and draw the same pentagram while vibrating: "MANITOU."
Go to the west and draw the same pen-
tagram whle vibrating: "KABUN."
Go to the north and trace the
pentagram whle vibrating: "INNUA."

Invocation
Return to the east and stand in the position of the Tau Cross. Say:
"Before me, SILA, of the air.
Behind me, AULANERK, ruler
of waves.
On my right hand, ABABINILII of the flames.
On my left hand, NOKOMIS, the Grandmother.
For about me are the Four Winds, and upon me shines UTEA."
Repeat the Shamanic Cross as in the beginning.

 

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Recorded in offline journal.
Afternoon Adorations and NF using shamanic version

 

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Done with LBRP shamanic style.

 

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Short candle meditation on the vertex of Geburah, Netzach and Hod .. imagining the unlit Tiphareth and the three uniting paths of Netzach to Geburah, or Mem connecting Hod and Geburah.
Results
A feeling of apprehension though confident.
All but Netzach melted downward left, fair soot on all three but less than Tiphareth had last time.

 

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After afternoon adorations and NF.

Research. It might be an interesting approach to write on avian deities throughout history. A research paper in finest form.

Reading. Writing. Arithmetic through digital programming.

Work on and meditate on designed rituals.

 

[Sitrah_Ahra_Gloria]

Why? He originally didn't want to work with me. I had reservations so never formally evoked him. Then he wants to kick my teeth in. Then I go far away from him to service of light.
Besides .. he was never on my radar to begin with.
I'm RHP bro.

I'm RHP bro.... Fuego you are accursed! And stop saying you're RHP like your somebody. Pull you pants up and stop showing everyone your thong.

WF is wack I'm outta here for awhile.

Fuego man leave that GD shit alone that's 99% of your problem.

 

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Done with adoration and rituals followed by eating brunch (ravioli).

 

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Research continues, then reading and writing. Possible simultaneously. This nobody has its work cut out for it.

 

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A 0=0 .. neophyte..newly planted..nobody.
Yep, sums up 0=0. A somebody who is nobody. Yet will be somebody.

 

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By evening, return to scrutinizing my journal entries for things unfulfilled yet stated.