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Resh, the path for the card of the Sun, given my month of Yesod has come, is one of four paths to Yesod, and has the value of 200. Resh, spelled by letter would have a different value - Resh. Yod, Shin. 510.
The glyphs are in position on the tiled floor. Now I just need to draw their symbols on the glyphs.
Then move the pieces as I am led about the temple during the rite.
My phone is about dead. I will give this until midnight, then finish adorations and midnight Neophyte Formula.
As soon as the Neophyte work is natural to me and all the work has been done, including records in offline journals, then I will commence with Zelator. Then six months with each grade.
Perhaps if I'd realized like I do now, that teachers are far and few between, I'd relied heavily on them and cherished them.
Then again, who cares besides me?
Right. On with arts and crafts time in my looney bin.
Now that I'm doing the arts and crafts stuff, the next portion are the writing assignments.
Then exercises, which according to the book are a month each.
This is why, granted maybe not a decade, but it does take up to a year per grade, based on the candidate need, the order need, and life and the Great Work.
Too bad I'm not posting pics, you should've seen the before and after.
The after isn't pristine by any means, but more organized and neat then before.
Wand on altar. Most books inside book cabinet. Dresser neatened, ancestral plate on book cabinet top to side.
Closet neatened. Floor neatened.
It will never be pristine without the following:
1. A decent paid job I can stand to work for.
2. Furniture of my choosing.
3. My own place.
4. A laundry service and massive clothes donation.
I went outside, smoked a cigar and thought F these people and their opinion of me.
Then I thought about how Magick could bridge the gap between mud and solid ground, at least by authoring a book on magick.
Then I thought about my life. Most couldn't last a day in my shoes. I know I don't have the worst. I've never had the best, and my life has been a constant barrage of being dragged back down into the crab bucket. So it could be better.
I'm committing to my own words. 100 pp of introductions, followed by 874 pp of core text.
Yeah. All former browsers of the GD read the 974pp cover to cover. Working it. Yep, positively.
The resident "experts" picked on Quora for my questions are real jokesters I'm sure. Nobody could do what they do and be that much of a snob, at least one would hope.
They are correct, I am in fact under-educated.
Anyway, load off my shoulders, since this idiotic dummy couldn't provide a greater idea to combat a grave issue for the human race.
Sucks to be the intellectuals solving our crisis
And it also means, except in terms of a game, the convoluted mess of what I was trying to get into code is of no use to anyone im sure.
That also means I don't have to rack my brain trying to figure out material way out of my league.
I guess this also means I can trash all the code I wrote in three days time.
It wasn't completely worthless however.
One, I tried when others wouldn't or couldn't.
Two, I got pretty far compared to my education and skill.
Three, shame nobody could see it.
Four, I learned to write better C, and am learning Python as well.
Five, I programmed to the best of my knowledge of the C language, with no header libraries on the Linux system ?
Six, I learned Python intuitively through the trial and error session with the interpreter.
So bite me resident "experts". And the world at large holding power of employment above my head.