Journal Journal of Night and Day, Son and Moon

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Huh. I personally find languages and Gematria interesting.

 

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A few twists and a few whirls, and an energy flow. Whoda thought of that?

Pondering the sequence of the nested afternoon Liber Resh Vel Helios adoration, amid adorations to the Lord of the Universe and qabalistic crosses 8n some pattern.

 

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But first .. The Bornless Ritual (Israel Regardie GD audiotape) off YouTube.

 

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Adoration done into a ritual.
Now back to reading.

 

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Fond memories of friends today as well. Positive, cheerful attitude.

 

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Most of the days adorations and rituals done. Meditation has free rein

 

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Meditated on the concept and usage of door in the OT and NT. 30 minutes but 10 min. Quality time.
And read quite a bit of NT.
Read Rose Cross Ritual. Bornless Ritual. Spiritual Development. Control of Aura.
Point and Line and Seed and Thorns next, 5 min each. Quality time probably will be way less time than getting add.
Then Heart Flame with Blue Candle - healing.
Then Green Candle for financial improvement.
That should take me to evening.

 

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Concentration broken due to external noise, but thought of and saw the following:
A circle of light
A circle of darkness
The merging in between
A Venn flat diagram vertical
An astrological conjunct
A start of a sigil that flashed
Concentration broken.
Approx 2 min quality time

 

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I probably have, on average, 2 minutes of quality time in Meditations.

 

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Okay. Time to put this down and get to meditations.
Keeping observations in memory or pausing to write.
Point and line tbc, then Seed and Thorns.

 

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Started to meditate, and then a night of noise around me made it impossible to still myself and meditate.

Did get evening adorations done.

Did gain an understanding of the classical Hexagram rituals of the solar kind.

 

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Also have quit smoking again.
Goal .. not picking it up again.

 

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Candle novenas not done.
Will try tomorrow. Maybe it will be less warlike outside tomorrow.

Perhaps I need an ADD counseling session or just sit my ass down, breathe. And meditate. Self Discipline and will indeed.

 

[Öwnchef]

Also have quit smoking again.
Goal .. not picking it up again.

Lol, you sometimes really have the spine of a marshmellow. Whatever, love you anyway!

 

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Lol, you sometimes really have the spine of a marshmellow. Whatever, love you anyway!

Lol .. thanks for that. All true however.

 

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Ironically ... Card of the Day is:
VIII Strength. Teth, serpent, 9. Leo. Kundalini. Serpent Force. Law of Suggestion.

 

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West - Lord of the Universe adoration
North - Midnight Liber Resh Vel Helios adoration
East - Morning Liber Resh Vel Helios adoration
East - Lord of the Universe adoration

 

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Put two to three drops of good distillate on a graham cracker last night and out like a light.

 

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No more packs of smokes for me.
No vapes either.

 

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Coffee however. Sad to say for the Mormons that I need the daily java fix.