Journal Journal of Night and Day, Son and Moon

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Transferred leftovers and popped in the freezer to chill for an hour.
Everything done at basic level, even a five minute attempt of meditation and visualization.
Did not get to arts and crafts, other advanced topics.
Reading Dynamics of Faith.
After evening routine will read Christopher and Logic Design, and if time all else.

 

[The Golden Jackal]

Everybody is getting laid accept me. And, I'm Beautiful... I don't get it... I guess cause The Universe wants me for Herself.

use this herb Damiana

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Monday, 8-15-2022 (8+6+6=20=2, duplication, polarity)
Moon -Levanah - Luna
Shaddai El Chai, Gabriel, Kerubim

Sleep: Medibled 3 drops distillate on graham cracker and night meds .. 8 hours. Switching to decaf.
Dreams: None recalled.

Moon Phase - 84.9% waning gibbous in 8d24' Aries.
Transits - Luna in Aries, Mercury in Virgo
Weather - cool, fair

Mental Notes: Get a job today
Physical Notes: Get a job today

Meditations:
Card of Day - VII Chariot (Cancer/Luna, Will, Protected)
iChing -
Point-Line
Blue Room Heart Flame

Adorations:
Faced south, gave neophyte signs. Faced west and did Lord of the Universe sealed with sign of silence. Faced north, gave neophyte signs. Faced east, gave Morning Liber Resh Vel Helios adoration, then Lord of the Universe to east. Sealed with neophyte signs.

Rituals:
Faced East - Opening Qabalistic Cross
Spirit Invoking active LRP
(Visualized archangels and pentagrams strongly)
Closing Qabalistic Cross
Faced West - Did Middle Pillar Ritual
(Saw self as nucleus of an atom with the swirling energy bands)

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Reviewed scripture of the day from Jehovah Witnesses. Will cross reference Blue Letter Bible and Bible Gateways scriptures of the day.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Out taking care of business. Bible and Christopher and notebook going with me.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Working tonight, at community mental health right now, applying for a day job in between.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

This week I will apply all of my powers to fulfilling my magickal goal to make so much that next winter and summer I don't have to work either season. At least much.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

At work. It begins.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Sigh.

Factory work it is I suppose.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

More attention tonight to Christopher's book. Evening routine starting.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Done

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Done with evening routine
Adorations
(E neophyte signs with LotU, S neophyte signs, W LRVH with practicus sign, W neophyte signs with LotU.)
Neophyte Formula
E Qaballistic Cross
E, S, W, N LBRP
W Middle Pillar
E Qaballistic Cross

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Reading, study left to do.
Meditations left to do.
Bible study left to do as well.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Also ... Dinner was had and very tasty. Gumbo and turkey sandwich.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

I guess my magical goal had better be:
Get factory job; then pay off (within a month 2k owed for rent this month and Sept), then Sock money away for bills and 9k past rent owed.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Well, we all have an opinion I guess.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

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[DiLoco_DelEted]

A few thoughts while listening to music instead of meditating:
1. I should schedule time in the morning upon wakeup to meditate.
2. Exact need should be stated in low Magick. Example:
Shatter obstacles standing between me and money i want.
Remove obstacles between - me- and all rent paid ontime as well as past due rent paid in full.
3. With a blended schedule and weekends off, perhaps do what can be done in morning and night, and involved rituals on weekends. That way I don't feel unaccomplished.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Or ... The challenge is order out of chaos.
Ideas:
Priorities
Relationships
Small things at a time done continually.
Shred all unnecessary paper.
Give away all gospel tracts.
Give away half my clothing.
Get a cheap shelf unit.
Get a futon, throw away mattress and box spring.

 

[DiLoco_DelEted]

Also .. get maintenance to fix the electric overload problem. Perhaps grounded outlets with resets.