Journal Journal of Night and Day, Son and Moon

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Per my textbook, now going to label the following keys: XIX, VIII, XIII, VII. The rest have already been drawn and labeled in previous readings.
After that, drawing kamea and seal and sigil of Gabriel/Gsvriel and Samael/Samuel/Camuel.

Done with card labeling of the unlabeled keys drawn.
Now onto two more cameos/seals/sigils.
Then Neophyte Formula, Adorations, and Zelator Formula.

Then hmmm... May work out designs for tools, and do some online shopping for temple stuff within the next couple months.

 

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Done with card labeling of the unlabeled keys drawn.
Now onto two more cameos/seals/sigils.
Then Neophyte Formula, Adorations, and Zelator Formula.

Then hmmm... May work out designs for tools, and do some online shopping for temple stuff within the next couple months.

Turned Down For What is tonights song on continuous replay, due to the chagrin of neighbors within audible range.

 

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Okay. Done with the Mars kamea and seal for Camael, as soon as I fill in the outlines with orange. Then onto adorations and Neophyte Formula.

 

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Done with Mars Kamea and Seal for Camael. Did Lord of the Universe adoration to East, then West.
Did Liber Resh Vel Helios evening snd midnight adoration.
Did Middle Pillar, was very hard if not impossible to visualize anything but darkness, but just knowing it was there.
Did four divine name calls per sphere, EHIEH, YHVH ELOHIM, HYVH ELOAH VE0-DAATH, IAO, SHADDAI EL CHAI, ADONAI HA-ARETZ.
Did four cycles of breathing, pulling energy from above, pushing down through my feet.
Got so dizzy when done had to sit down and record in journal.
May do some of the Zelator formula. Need pushpins tomorrow to post Earth Watchtower on my North wall, to do Zelator Formula with chair at South wall staring at the Watchtower direct line of sight.

 

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Checked birthday candles to make sure they are solid color, not just colored white candles. Will try to get sigils down for Mars and Chamael, and get red candles on the altar for Mars work, Fire triangle formation of three red candles. Four water cups still on the altar, however the colors will change for personal and objective candle/cup. Will use Sandalwood oil and incense, I think it will be better than Nag Champa, Patchouli, Frankincense or Jasmine that I have on hand.
Soon more money will be in my savings, which them 1/2 goes to temple supplies/temple.

 

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What can I do (accomplish) in a year, besides working myself dead and sleep as my daily routine, 16-7x365?

 

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My recent profile pic is from a old woodcut drawing that represents the Book of Tobit. Raphael is sent as a messenger to young Tobit, who is being terrorized by Asmodeus. Raphael instructs him to catch a certain fish, cook and burn after it has the innards alongside the fish itself, and wafts the aroma of burnt fish around his dwelling in a certain pattern, driving Asmodeus out of his dwelling. Pictures do say a lot of words.

 

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Oh ... before doing the Middle Pillar, and after the Adorations, I also did my QC/LBRP/QC with full energy push. Forgot to noe that as work after the Chamael seal was finished, as the Neophyte Formula. Also did my fourfold breathing. Aldo meditated on the point eralier tonight.

 

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Adorations:
Liber Resh Vel Helios: Evening done, need to do midnight. Upon waking will do morning.
Lord of the Universe: Upon waking will do morning.

Rituals:
Daily Neophyte Formula
1. The Fourfold Breath
2. The Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram
3. The Middle Pillar
4. Neophyte Meditation
Additional Exercises
1. The Four Adorations
2. Daily Tarot Card
3. Silence Exercises
Required Reading
Written Assignments
Projects
Optional Implements
1. The Robe
2. The Lamp
3. The Censer
4. The Book

 

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Daily Tarot Card: XIII Death. Scorpio. Nun, fish, 50. Part of analysis of the keyword for use of the hexagram ritual. Its path lies between Tiphareth and Netzach. THE CHILD OF THE GREAT TRANSFORMERS, LORD OF THE GATES OF DEATH. Transformation, change, death to old habits beliefs or patterns, sometimes illness or death.

Interesting this card that is attributed to Nun which means "fish" was drawn after discussion of the Book of Tobit, and that Im working on Mars kamea, seal and sigils for angels and archangels of Geburah and Mars.

Bottom of deck - XIX The Sun. Sol. Also part of analysis of the keyword as Osiris while Nun is apophis. LORD OF THE FIRE OF THE WORLD. Resh, face or head that is not a head, 200.

 

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It occurs to me even more that I am still a Neophyte. Reason being, I have none of the four implements, the robe, the lamp, the censer, the book.
Or just the timeframe in seriously committing to the textbook (though I need to sit skipping portions of text). I am still inclined to work through Zelator stuff, but I want to make sure the Universe knows Im solid at each element or stage before progression. Skipping and taking shortcuts introduces problems.
Now 99 Problems must be listened to.

 

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Did a practice run of a conjuration of Chamael, and an invocation made to him.\\

Doing some reading on Geburah and Binah, I find that an invoking hexagram of Mars may be beneficial in the case of a death curse coming your way, as Binah assembles force to form, and Geburah destroys form.

 

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My new profile pic s the Chamael/Kamael seal, in orange on scarlet. I opened up the picture ad tried opening it as a flashing sigil, mentally repeating "ELOHIM GIBOR, KAMAEL, SERAPHIM". Felt taps on my crown, an energetic prince entered the room. Have already called out considerations for Tuesday, the conjuration, and a modified invocation using Kamael instead of Samael. Reason why is tree of death, third sphere vs Golochab and Geburah.

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The Enochian Earth tablet photo hasnt been updated, added the cross seal at the top and coloring in the segments.

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The lettering has also been colored in, want to do a second run on them, to make them really stand out, then pen the rest in black ink.

 

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Have the desire today, to go into work early if need be, for free coffee and table/eletricity use. I dont bring my laptop with me anymore, due to the toxicity of getting home from my bus stop to home. Even if I take the subdicision route, it is not necessarily safe, so the laptop stays secured at home.
My plan is to decipher my own writing, before joining in on collaborative transcription. To go over my demonic workings journal, to try to put together in readable form what my "get my life rebuilt and together on a firm foundation" was with the projected use of 28-48 different demons all on one accord apiece. Put together in a semi logical framework.
From my most recent plan:
First pair: Baal and Phenix
Second pair: Vassago and Malphas
Third pair: Bune and Volac
Fourth pair: Buer and Bifrons
Fifth Pair: Aim and Oriax
Sixth pair: Naberius and Vapula
Seventh Pair: Purson and Gremory
Eighth Pair: Asmoday and Belial
Ninth Pair: Barbados and Shax
Tenth Pair: Paimon and Vine
Eleventh Pair: Forneus and Cimejies
Twelfth Pair: Marbas and Focalor
Thirteenth Pair: Boots and Camio
Fourteenth Pair: Gusion and Vuall
Fifteenth Pair: Gamigin and Raum
Sisteenth Pair: Furcas and Orobas
Now, as to what the planned peititioned powers or points were, are fairly illegible in my own writing of course. Must go back to all caps block letters.
There were actually more petitions, in demon script and all, dated, with a concise request. I knew the prepatory immersion, trance, and basic evocation methods. Even doing it without a circle or triangle. Interesting however that Ipos wanted some offerings and blood, but to be formally evoked, the triangle is said to be sacred to him. Bime didn't seem concerned.

 

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Thinking back, and in full realization of my desires way back, as a teenager, I wanted to study religion and anthropology. What I didn't tell others is that I wanted to study types of magic and ritual magic in and outside of religion, and get paid handsomely for it.
Then I got sidetracked with computers, and now want to get back to a degree, first a Bachelors Degree in Criminal Justice, then apply for a Masters program in Anthropology with an emphasis on magic and religion.

Possibly an intermediate job as a forensic anthropologist.
Right now I have free education available, but need to work out tax issues for the application to be complete.
Then it looks like a chapter 13 bankruptcy for control of tax debts and student loans.
Then appeal or re apply for disability after comprehensive medical, chiropractic, psychiatric, and neurological tests and proof of results.

Right now I work in food service and barely get by, and have a few huge personal debts mostly for unpaid rent and family loans.

I am dumping cigarette/cigar smoking by using my Juul, then Nicolette to quit.
I am taking a break from marijuana since I cannot afford it and I dont get a satisfactory relief or high, I might as well be smoking CBD.
I am trying to eat healthy through my jobs.
I am getting thin, so optimal time to do anaerobic exercise by tarot cards and selection of four types of exercises, and each card worth its value x 10 as a set of exercises.

I am trying to be financially responsible now.
I am trying.

And Im tired.
Time to get this day going.

Found my favorite wand I found after a storm I thought was lost or stolen for some reason. And one of my stones.
The wand is a bit bowed and has a growth like a dowsing stick in a way, but we choose each other. I guess its time to etch and ink and paint it.
Then consecrate it daily as an act of creative power and imagination.

 

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Whether I am now following the Neophyte Formula or the Zelator formula, I am going to be streamlining both and their exercises combined for greater testing of power, and start the Air Watchtower tablet, possibly the other three and all hung on the wall.
Then streamline and integrate the Neophyte Formula, Zelator Formula, and Theoricus formula. At each pairing, the implements used are tailored to that current grade. This may mean several versions or types of tools, all suited to one accord.

How do you fit a suitable sized circle into an L-shaped area?
This calls for fulfillment of my first magical goal,
This week I will apply all of my powers to this goal: To have a clean and organized room suitable for living and temple use.
No money, no furniture. What would a broke 20-something do for this furniture-less space? A hutch, a chest, five tables, a chair, a futon, bookcase -t here would make it complete, but my room is rectangular. I could move the dresser along the window with the cat tree at the end for Pandora, but move the bed rotated across the room close or next to the bathroom. Pandora would appreciate that too.
That would then leave square space, in order to find a circle therein.

 

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Okay, kameas and seals have been created, now to create the sigils for the archangels.
I might be misthinnking their way of contact, perhaps it is through the seal alone, my thought is how did we get from Barrett and Agrippa (completely different in names for seals and seals as well) to Regardie and Crowley, to the sorcerers and magicians of today?
There are changes, and they dont sit right with little ol me.

 

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About Samael vs Chamael --
One who seeks God

Chamuel (also known as Kamael) means "One who seeks God." Other spellings include Camiel and Samael. Archangel Chamuel is known as the angel of peaceful relationships.

Thank you Google for an interesting idea - among the names of the angels and shem angels and archangels, what do their names mean, and what does a contemporary baby same name mean? Do they match? Do they come close in definition?

 

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Drew grid for Air Watchtower tablet on paper with black ink pen. Made sure all lines were as straight as possible by my hands, which shake a bit, and space left at the top for the seal. Will get the primary and complimentary colors for the quadrants and stencil those in, and shade the rest when home. Then get pushpins, make sure they're done to my liking and direction, and hang on North and East walls after consecrating them.
Then integrate and streamline the rituals in the Neophyte, Zelator and Theoricus Formulas. For example, use purification rites, the different hexagrams, the difference or addition of the lines fro Invoking Four Powers of element_name.
Still keep on Neophyte and Zelator work and exercises, until solid in Earth and ready for Air.