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Thus, make a commitment and follow through over a longer period of time than you might normally like to wait for results, say at least six months or even longer if need be. Tarot is divination, not fortune telling. The "final outcome" only happens IF you follow the practical advice...
Ive made my choice, Im a solitary right now, unless I were to be accepted into some lodge with good teachers that would take me far in no time. However, from past experience and wisdom, I am on the right hand path. I am committed to certain principles in my life.

Right now Im working through Kaballah, Magic, and the Great Work of Self Transformation.
On ritual, this needs to be done daily with proper intent and proper contacts.

Unless you have other recommendations?
 

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Ive made my choice, Im a solitary right now
As am I. The limitation we face is our relative weakness compared to that of a lodge in manifestation and control of the astral light. It simply takes us a lot longer to get where we would like to be, assuming we know what our true will really is. At the same time we avoid the karmic entanglements of lodges and their members. Who really knows whether one's WILL aligns with that of the lodge in the beginning? It's the same as joining a religion only later to discover that it has serious negative aspects hidden from prospective members.

We are blessed by a wealth of information that would have only been available to members of lodges in the past. In fact, we are spoiled for choice. Allow me to quote Josephine McCarthy from her book The Magical Knowledge Trilogy:

2.5 Candy shop magic

This is a term I use for the practice of buying into any and all magical paths, books, courses, workshops, outfits, jewellery, haircuts, T-shirts... The person hops from one book to another, from one path to another, constantly looking for the next power fix and glamour image. One week it’s Chumley, the next it’s Fortune, Enochian magic, Egyptian magic, and so on. I am not saying that someone should stick only with one path because that is equally unhealthy. But there needs to be a sensible, solid consistency in the initial learning so that something can take root and begin to grow. We have to learn the rules and gain a foundation with roots before we can break them. This is obvious to anyone who has studied any classical discipline to a professional level. Once you know one system of work well from the inside out, then you can throw that structure away if needs be and access virtually anything even remotely on the same frequency. So lodge secrecy regarding contacts becomes obsolete: once you have worked in depth with inner contacts, you can access just about anyone or anything. You don’t need to have the contacts handed to you: just go get them for yourself.

If you are a lone practitioner, it is even better—though it is harder. The lone practitioner needs to find an initial, foundational training mechanism that will teach them inner and outer pattern making and skill sets, provide boundaries, and help develop self discipline. It takes a lot more work because it all has to come from within you; but it is far more rewarding if you achieve it, and certainly more powerful. You also do not end up with the sometimes-ridiculous rules, poor quality work, and low-level dross that often accompanies group beginner training.
"So lodge secrecy regarding contacts becomes obsolete: once you have worked in depth with inner contacts, you can access just about anyone or anything."

To which you reply: "How can I get those inner contacts to work with me?"

To which I reply: "Dude, I'm still working on it myself!" 🤪
 
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As am I. The limitation we face is our relative weakness compared to that of a lodge in manifestation and control of the astral light. It simply takes us a lot longer to get where we would like to be, assuming we know what our true will really is. At the same time we avoid the karmic entanglements of lodges and their members. Who really knows whether one's WILL aligns with that of the lodge in the beginning? It's the same as joining a religion only later to discover that it has serious negative aspects hidden from prospective members.

We are blessed by a wealth of information that would have only been available to members of lodges in the past. In fact, we are spoiled for choice. Allow me to quote Josephine McCarthy from her book The Magical Knowledge Trilogy:


"So lodge secrecy regarding contacts becomes obsolete: once you have worked in depth with inner contacts, you can access just about anyone or anything."

To which you reply: "How can I get those inner contacts to work with me?"

To which I reply: "Dude, I'm still working on it myself!" 🤪
Quareia interests me as well. However, I have made a vow to work a few systems before declaring them dead or useless. If I get results after putting in my work, then it wasn't for nothing.

That said, sometimes the past needs to remain in the past, and there is usually something similar there in its place. All the folks who use Quareia seem very pleased with it.
 
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Because of leg pains, whether parasites or not, marijuana no longer does anything for me. Wax, that might be different but Ive always favored flower over anything else.
Anyway, if there is a parasitic person getting high for free, your meal ticket ends here.
Another thing is the money put into trying to maintain a reasonable sense of well being and fair health.
Well, sometimes good things have to come to an end.
Im not happy about it, I will put it that way.
 
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I underestimated the belt size, they must be at least three feet, as it nearly makes a six foot circle (dont have a measuring tape).
So, I might be good with the idea of writing Hebrew lettering on paper and taping them to the belts, or clipping them to the belts, and clip the belts with clip-clasps.
Now its a matter of cleaning and rearranging the room a bit.
 
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And yet another messed up Earth Watchtower tablet. Always shade an area not supposed to be shaded.
Oh well, maybe some white out can repair it. The yellow needs brightening anyway. Maybe paint over offending squares.
 
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My two-martial-arts belts form a fair circle. Now to get clips to secure them at the ands, and possibly in between, might even paint them with planets and elements and signs on the inside of the circle, or just try the 216-lettered name of God on paper around the circle and secure the paper on the belts with clips, as long as they dont go over the letters.
I will have to move my laundry basket and shoes, then straighten out the circle and was-lah, oomph, there it is...
Unfortunately it places me near my smoke detector, so gotta go light on candles and incense. Two candles shouldn't put out too much heat, but once summer hits in full swing, it might set it off due to the extra heat.
Once I quit screwing up my Earth tablet, the Earth Watchtower will get mounted on the wall, the chair placed in the south wall in the circle facing north. Then I can do the Zelator formula.
Then start work on the Air tablet and work on my Book of Earth.
 
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I think I will start out with the standard magic circle of the Golden Dawn or per Magic nd Mysticism by Regardie and Case respectively.
The way clips shouldn't obscure the lettering, and it is a standard functional magic circle on end like a 2-D circle.
 
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Each of those belts is at least three feet if not more. Will be interesting to find out the size. Altar fits perfectly in center with room for circumambulations. Will be very careful with candles and keep a bucket of water nearby each candle. Extra manifestation possibility.
"The Magic Circle announces the commencement of the Great Work."
 
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Leg pains and back and head sensations disappear only temporarily due to trying to push heart energy down or up.
 
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Dang .. that Enochian Earth Watchtower was coming along nicely until I shaded the wrong squares.
Reading ahead to Portal, just to catch a glimpse of what I will be doing and learning.
Might as well be a Neophyte on a solid foundation, and delator built on that foundation, and so on.
The next book will likely be Candle Magic by Rivas, then Magick in Theory and Practice.
 
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Thinking of just dropping clothes I dont want or need any longer to the Salvation Army or the likes. Trim down to seven to ten casual setups and ten work outfits, mainly pants. Then I get a bookcase.
I way overspent when I was in a position to only need one hundred for this upcoming months rent, then was sick for three days in a row, which would have been 450 in my account.
Need to find now 300 to 400 dollars vs 100 within a week. I can pay it back to whomever, but fact remains its needed.
This is a perfect example of my self sabotaging, need for instant gratification, etc.
This cycle needs to be annihilated. I need discipline, structure and help from above.
Now, if I can come up with the 400 and pay it back to respective parties within the month while also saving money for June rent, I will be doing okay and might be able to at that point get a PO Box and start amazon orders to start my business/trade.
 
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Bedtime. Did evening adorations and QC/LBRP/QC. Work calls for the morning. 75 dollars, five hours.
 
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Sunday 05/01/2022 (5+1+6=12=3, Multiplication). Ruling planet: Sol. Ruling Archangel: Michael. Color: Yellow
Sleep: about six hours.
Dreams: none recalled
Diet: Raspberry donut. Vomited. Breakfast sandwich. Chocolate croissant and med coffee with cream. Fruit smoothie drink. Pizza. Coffee.
Exercise: Walked 5 miles home.
Mood: Fair
Moon and Transits: Am not sure ATM.
Weather: Typical Michigan. Cold. Windy and rainy this season. We are an island of sorts, after all.
Mental notes: lost 460 being such three days. I had 100 I owed for rent. I spent 200 on groceries and supplies earlier that week. Now I'm stressing.
Physical notes: four days recovering from a flu.
Adorations: Because I work long days and breaks are random, before leaving did morning and afternoon adorations
Did evening adoration when home.
Rituals:
Morning LIRP.
Evening Breathing, LBRP.
Will do Middle Pillar later.
Working on Enochian board
Card for the day: Ace of Wands. Root of the powers of fire. Spirit of Fire. B of BITOM. Start of new projects and enterprises.
TCR: III The Empress. Venus. Multiplication, fertility, growth. Love. War,
 
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Root of the Powers of Fire, and Daughter of the Mighty Ones? Is fire/venus/philosophus calling me?
 
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I messed up, today is 5-2-2022, which would add 1 to its reduction, making it 4; the number of order, structure, stability.

Here is the Moon phase:
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Moon SignChart
May 2, 2022Waxing Crescent
Taurus
Taurus
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Current Moon is in
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Taurus:

Your safety depends on the need for stability, which is not easy to satisfy now. You have to learn to accept change as part of your life. The basic problem is finding your own self-respect in order to ensure that you do not mistakenly seek it in material things. When you accept yourself for who you are, it will become easier for you to find peace and tranquility in the outside world.

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Taurus Moon Sign:

Organs: Neck, larynx, throat, vocal cords, thyroid gland, tonsils, Adam's apple.
 
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A stack of failed Earth Watchtowers has grown, even to different medium. So one last stab at it, and then I guess I cart the rest to the graveyard for failed Enochian Watchtowers.
 
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And ... messed up. Fudge it, mistakes now are minimal, so White-Out might become a friend of ours.
So, still working on it at the moment, while listening to metal, eating a strawberry cheesecake pie and cold (now) coffee.
So my neighbor received the same book Im working through, and he is super excited about it. He must have changed his mind.
 
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Done minus maybe acrylic touchup on the letters, and white out on spirit squares marks.
Looks decent.
A bit hard to read some of the letters due to the black shading, so hoping acrylic will really make them shine.
I would take a picture, but lighting sucks and my camera phone is dead.
Will upload a pic in the morning.
 
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