Sigh ... its a sad sight to be a INFP into the occult. Sadly, none of the girls that are my type are into guys such as myself.
Which is why at 54, never married and no kids, no continuation of my family line.
So, I thought, well if these yahoos can marry demons, then I ought to be able to marry an angel the legit way.
So sigh yet again, I guess I carry on with indeed and match...
I mean I understand how this life can be lonely and especially for those of us who are into Magick and the Occult. It's difficult to navigate and especially if your hoping to be able to be open about your practice.
But it just seems like you are worrying too much about LHP practitioners and what they are doing and why etc etc.
It just seems like that entire path is a trigger for you and sets you off down rabbit holes and gets you distracted.
Man you gotta somehow just let that part of the Occult go. It's not serving your best interest right now being that your are working the RHP.
Also it's confusing for me how you interpret Demon's, Angels, Spirits in general.
I can't remember if you follow Spirit Model or Psy Model...
But I know you are working from LTC's Kabbalah Magic and I know he approaches it very much from the Psy Model.
I believe there is Truth in both models but if pressed to choose I lean more towards the Psy Model.
But either way imho Marrying spirits or more specifically Angels isn't a thing.
They are aspects of something that is already a part of you. Now there may be some type of spirits that a person can bond themselves with but that's not going to be Angels I do not believe.
For the RHP your relationship or lover is going to be your HGA....which is also you.
Maybe start working on creating an HGA Invocation/Devotional that you can add into your routine from time to time.
I unfortunately don't have good advice for non-magickal relationships though. Maybe work with Venus/Netzach to create a talisman that's works on yourself to be or feel attractive to others or to maybe help lead you towards others who have similar interests.