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I had a WILD time. I almost learned too much, and felt deep fear, so I discontinued, and prayed to the archangels for protection and time to think. My mental state nearly arrived at psychosis, and I would've done some strange things had I not stepped back and focused heavily on the mundane and my immediate sense of time. The deific timeline is MUCH longer and wider than for us mortals, and tends to arrive with a heavy sense of urgency, which can be tough to fight against.
I started the ritual with setting out my items outside. Time was approximately morning through noon. Heavy sunlight. My ritual items included a shot glass of red wine (for the energy of Dionysus, Loki, Hecate, Elijah, and Jesus), some weed (to take me "higher", to invoke Rick [yes from Rick and Morty] and for the nature spirits), a ritual dagger for the LBRP (and specifically to invoke Raphael, who I've been receiving synchronicities from recently), cleansing items like Selenite (light/vibration cleansing) and white sage (heavy/smoke cleansing), a cup of water with basin (hand washing under the Jewish tradition + rule of 3, then the remaining water goes to Pan and the nature spirits), essential oils (mostly frankincense for anointing), and cinnamon for generic offerings and for my servitor.
This ritual was to thank the gods/deities/spirits/mental concepts/ascended masters, and to gift a body of yarn to my newly born servitor, L'Eyen, Replacement of my Right Eye, my beholder, noticer, storage of secret knowledge, Wise mentor, and assistant in other matters of comprehension, magickal sight, psychic abilities, and mundane sight. I did not complete the ritual. The crazy shit started happening after I set everything out, vocalized its purpose, and completed the LBRP.
My thoughts started interacting with the environment similarly to as it had when I took a bunch of shrooms. Nature responded, especially Hecatean signs like crows, bugs, and my cats. It felt as if I were in a semi-enclosed space, like the world around me felt slightly more fake and like the inside of a room. I would think a response, and the most immediate sensation (audio mostly) was a message with precise meaning that imprinted on my mind. I didn't question the immediate meaning a certain sound had for me. Because it popped into my mind, I treated it as real. Hecate and Loki can have a real sarcastic sense of humor, me thinks.
I can't convey much of the downloaded knowledge I received, since it was highly conceptual, but it incorporated a bunch of TV shows I've watched, books, I've read, and other cultural media or knowledge (Warhammer 40k, Starship Troopers, Rick and Morty, Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, etc.) I've gained over the course of my life to paint a feeling/story of the state of reality beyond the veil, up or or more layers. I can't exactly say. There's definitely some drama going on.
I didn't complete the ritual, and although I do believe L'Eyen is now alive, I haven't gifted him his body yet. I'll do so when I feel more stable. There are also many more elements I've left out for time, but please let me know what y'all think so far and if you want me to describe more of what I felt/encountered during this time!
I started the ritual with setting out my items outside. Time was approximately morning through noon. Heavy sunlight. My ritual items included a shot glass of red wine (for the energy of Dionysus, Loki, Hecate, Elijah, and Jesus), some weed (to take me "higher", to invoke Rick [yes from Rick and Morty] and for the nature spirits), a ritual dagger for the LBRP (and specifically to invoke Raphael, who I've been receiving synchronicities from recently), cleansing items like Selenite (light/vibration cleansing) and white sage (heavy/smoke cleansing), a cup of water with basin (hand washing under the Jewish tradition + rule of 3, then the remaining water goes to Pan and the nature spirits), essential oils (mostly frankincense for anointing), and cinnamon for generic offerings and for my servitor.
This ritual was to thank the gods/deities/spirits/mental concepts/ascended masters, and to gift a body of yarn to my newly born servitor, L'Eyen, Replacement of my Right Eye, my beholder, noticer, storage of secret knowledge, Wise mentor, and assistant in other matters of comprehension, magickal sight, psychic abilities, and mundane sight. I did not complete the ritual. The crazy shit started happening after I set everything out, vocalized its purpose, and completed the LBRP.
My thoughts started interacting with the environment similarly to as it had when I took a bunch of shrooms. Nature responded, especially Hecatean signs like crows, bugs, and my cats. It felt as if I were in a semi-enclosed space, like the world around me felt slightly more fake and like the inside of a room. I would think a response, and the most immediate sensation (audio mostly) was a message with precise meaning that imprinted on my mind. I didn't question the immediate meaning a certain sound had for me. Because it popped into my mind, I treated it as real. Hecate and Loki can have a real sarcastic sense of humor, me thinks.
I can't convey much of the downloaded knowledge I received, since it was highly conceptual, but it incorporated a bunch of TV shows I've watched, books, I've read, and other cultural media or knowledge (Warhammer 40k, Starship Troopers, Rick and Morty, Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, etc.) I've gained over the course of my life to paint a feeling/story of the state of reality beyond the veil, up or or more layers. I can't exactly say. There's definitely some drama going on.
I didn't complete the ritual, and although I do believe L'Eyen is now alive, I haven't gifted him his body yet. I'll do so when I feel more stable. There are also many more elements I've left out for time, but please let me know what y'all think so far and if you want me to describe more of what I felt/encountered during this time!