I've been reading the anthology on the HGA currently, but I really don't want to spend all day trying every day for like nine months, considering I'm in college, but also I really want to achieve this, and I feel like I could, because when I was 12, I did see a spirit in a red dress when my eyes were closed, but she appeared as if she was real, and I think that was her. Also, I tried a few months ago to contact her, and heard a sentence spoken in my head that wasn't me. I'm considering using Jason Miller's invocation, and I've read that finding the name of your HGA is usually through reaching the Malkuth(bottom sephiroth) on the Tree of Life in Qabalah, and someone said you can use meditation to travel there, and that when you read there they will tell you their name or it will be communicated to you. Just what I've read though, amateur here.