Hello. I feel extremely attacked by beings including magic users. I am diagnosed with schizophrenia, but I am not so sure that is the case (but could be, difficult to tell). I hear beings constantly trying to talk to me to try to make me feel terrible in general. I feel like my body movement is controlled by beings a lot, but MAYBE not completely. The beings would always try to possess me to try to do drugs. My visualisation seems to be broken. I keep seeing screens. I think the beings pretend that I believe the screens, but MAYBE if I really am on drugs that could potentially be the case and actually just directly possess my body to try and control my visualisation. I read on reddit that affirmations are spells. Can I still use affirmations like magick spells effectively with broken visualisation? PLEASE, how do I use affirmations for magick, step by step from, 0 to 100? What are the best affirmations for general healing, banishing, shielding for EVERYTHING I would need for my best wellbeing? I have trouble thinking because of these beings. It's like I feel their thoughts and it interferes with my normal thinking. I realise this COULD really be schizophrenia, but it's so weird, the beings would try to trick me it's schizophrenia and I KNOW there is more than just the physical anything 100%. I really need a normal life, please help.