@Ohana only when you actually go down your journey you would find out the answers to your questions. Being a God will never be about satisfying some lower material desires. You will literally not even have a body if you decide to go down that Path. Your "body" would be an Universe, your dream would be a reality, your Soul will command an entire Universe. What brighter creation than this one? Your Soul only knows the answer of what do you really wish to go through in order to achieve your final objective. It always knew. The matter is you need to do the work of uncovering it. It has always been your duty and challenge to mine your Soul for the information you need and the journey you have been on-with all its obstacles and shortcuts-is there to prepare your Soul for this ultimate question. I will disappear tomorrow, your luck will change, you will go through yet another transformation but the essence of this question I'm bringing you about here and now-What is your Soul's ultimate choice will be with you till you exist or are in this Universe. It may not come to the surface tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, or a year from now, or may be two year, or may be again till the end of this lifetime...but, eventually, it will and then you will have to weight in the suffering you know, which will be placed as the price for living, and the creation you can see on a scale for you to choose-which one do you prefer and which one weights in heavier for you. Of that I'm certain. And the choice would be all yours. And that choice will mark your Soul forever!
